From the child to teenager.

Hey Guys!

I was thinking about making this post for so long. I asked you on my Instagram https://www.instagram.com/alexostylome/  if you want that kind of post and some of you writed to me on messages. It's short story from i can say still kid to teenager, maybe som of you had similar situations or just feel the same.

So.. Let's start!

For the kid everything is huge and interesting. 

When we start school we wanna have many friends and live happily,everything is exciting and when someone say "don't" we anyway do that hahah..

But let's back to my story.

Few days in all schools (middle,hight school..etc.) are alway difficult.

I think you know what i mean. 

Middle school was quite difficult for me i don't mean lessons or learning but people.

Other starting look at you and value me becose of looks, not who I am. That kind of behavior is everywhere schools,streets,work...etc. Kids tell into your eyes that they don't like something about you and it's okay, nobody is perfect but when you are older they don't say anything directly.

Time is going quickly and i heard about me a lot of new things for me

and that's opened my eyes in first year of middle school. I started my passion about Japan and i learned to go forward but even so i wanted change something for myself not becouse of someone.

Big problem was my overway. When i was sad,felt uncomfortable..etc. i ate. That was my way for problems. I know a lot of people have problem with this. Eating and don't stop.

I told to myself many time stop but didn't work for long.

One time i went to gym, that was my first time. I get personal trainer and he show me everything, I'd loved it! Even if it's hurts, making you tired i feel concentrate and happy.

Changes had to start for good! But everything always starting in head!
 Different food, gym...etc.. My problems with healthy aren't bad anymore, feels much better.

And now when i think about past, i am gratefull i met a lot of different peoples and learn something about myself.

Even if you don't think specially about school you always "take" something from there.

I started to be more focus what I'd love to do and go forward without looking at others what it wasn't easy.

Short stories from the past always staying but they make me/you who i am/you are now and creating me and you.

Open your mind, be focus and don't rush, everythink coming with time.

Now I am happy to see you here and can't wait for new posts.

New steps, new targets guys!;)

I invite you to see my instagram : https://www.instagram.com/alexostylome/

and see you soon! :*